Mean Machine 2010, 23th n 24th of Oct 2010

Oh no... i can't believe i've join a beauty pageant...
It was a dream which far from me before this. I guess most of people from North Part of Malaysia will be familiar with this event. Mean Machine event is a Car show , Car modification competition + beauty pageant Event. It is original organised based at Auto City, Juru, Penang.
Mean Machine 2010 is the 4th year Event. I believe this is an event which most photographers hoping for its arriving. It will be held on October of every year.
Mean Machine was the 1st beauty pageant which i joined.
From the competition, i've make a lot of friend..
It was a fun beauty competition, from there.. i've gain some extra knowledge about cars, car accessories,  and modified car.
Before the exactly date of Mean Machine, there was a pre-shooting for us. This allows public get know who is the competitors for this year. The official photographers group is NutMeg Studio.
These are some pre-shooting of mine which made by NutMeg Studio.






















Lotus was the main sponsor for Mean Machine 2010. I've chance to pose with Lotus Car.. A charming Red Car. This was my biggest honour to have such golden opportunity to pose with sport car. Day Time...

and there are another picture which took on the night time..

The 1st day, expose in the public of Mean Machine Event. We have be divided into group. each group 4 persons. My group members are anggie, coey, zerynn and me

I was have chance to pose with the mini Jip  which Chef Minister of Penang have a photo with it

Competitors of Mean Machine 2010

Anggie and me looks excited... haha~~

This photo has been published in a car magazine of Singapore.. Feel very happy very get know about this news from Mean Machine Fan Page.

They are my team mates..

There is some shooting session with motorbike..

没有你的日子， 我真的好孤单

昨晚，我无意中发现到此歌曲。
  它的歌名深深地把我给吸引着。
    它的歌名述说着我以往的心情。
      你离我而去的日子，老实地告诉你，一点都不好受。
       以前，我俩老是贴地紧紧的。因此，许多无必然的纠纷时常贸贸然产生在我俩之间。
当你离开我的开始， 我的情绪十分不定。几乎每天都在以泪洗脸。
        直到， 我一人奔你而去时， 我才深深体会到我的幼稚给你添了不必要的烦恼。
          在此， 我想对你说声抱歉。。
              在没有你的日子， 我学会了许多东西。 学会了独立。是你告诉我说，每个人都有自己的生活要过，要忙。 暂时的离开，会带给彼此一些空间。每天，专注在你的功课与活动， 别想我那么多，时间就很快过， 日子也会过地比较愉快。
这番话，我铭记心中。
             在没有你的日子，我看见许多东西，我体会到许多东西，也经历了许多事情。 当你在我的身旁时，我还是一个被你保护， 很无知的小女生。你告诉我说，你的离开会是件好事。 小别胜新婚嘛~
              如今， 我真的深深感受到这一切一切是如你所说的。谢谢你的离开， 你又让我再次长大了~

yeah yeah!!! holidays now!!!

 Finally, finish the 4 months struggling on my exam and my assignments! I've been looking for this holidays to relax myself for a long time..
 New starting, new life!! I've to start my planning now..
  Hmm..let's see, what's my plan..
   1st and foremost, i think...is to keep fit... i have gain my weight because of those stupid assignment.. They really drag me to hell.. sob for my body shape and my face..
   I want my S curve back to me soon! I want it, hunt for it.. I will hunt for whatever i need now!! S ShapE!!
    2nd, i think...gonna cure my puffy face and my puffy eyes...my god.. they really puffy~ haiz..
     4th of Sep, my 1st day of plan starting...
        Sleep early, wake up early..is my plan... Good Luck to me!!!

Morning~!!! Morning to a new world for every new day!!

Good Morning to every one!!
  A new day, a new life!
    I'm trying to get bad my normal life.. sleep earlier.. do exercise everyday~
      Since the day he left me, my life becomes totally sucks..and abnormal..
        I ate a a lot and refuse to hang out much.. stay at home everyday, sleep at home, lack of exercise.
         After certain day, i found my weight has been increase.. my god!! the number of waist measurement really get me a great shock!!
          This is the 1st day , i sleep enough 8 hours+..and did my exercise as well..
            A great starting returns me a great effect~~ ^^
             Hope i can achieve my target!! Gambateh, Deanne Mak!!

arghh!!

what happen to me???!!
what's wrong!!!!
y suddenly i feel so!!!
i want cry out!!!
isn't his leaving brings me many troubles or benefits??!!!
what is going on!!!
T.T
i really dunno what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STOP thinking is a good idea?!!!
if not to do so, what can i get?!!!!!!!! i m still that curious n wondering!!
i m still like that!!!!!!!!
what to do?
live happily alone at here? suffer at here? silly at here?
should cry because of my silly? yeah?!! isn't like this?!
y god should treat me like this?? what is the hint? what is the god tries to lead me or giving any lesson to me???
y he has to leave me alone at here?? n i m living alone at here? Y?!!
aren't the starting between us r truth??
or is a mistake??
any1 can give me answer?!
i try to shout and cry..but i can't!
 i can't make any voice out! what to do!!!!?
It is fake or a truth?! nobody knew!
just he knows about it!!!
he has to be honest to me!
if he is honest, i still can accept..
i nop, plz get far away from me.........
PLEASE~~~ i never did so, y i have to deserve it!!! Y??!!! god , please tell me why in my dream ,plz..

Teng Teng Teng Teng.... Married news from my best friend~

Today, i'm very excited after heard about this news....
              My best friend, Suzanne's sister, Suzine is going to marry on this december 2010!!!
                    Congrats to them!!!
                        I m very admire with them, she can get married with her 1st love who has accompany her for 7 years...
                       7 years is a long duration for falling in love with each others before get married!
                   It is very cool~ most people will have the same opinion, they will think a long duration of love mostly will broke up in the end, they will not get married. Because, there has been too long for 2 persons love each others, maybe one of them will get bored on he/she. So, make find some news pattern in their life, that's mean 3rd party will appear in their love..
                        The people who are around me, mostly...they have changed their boyfriend or girlfiriend for many time.
                  But Vincent and me have walked together since secondary school..
              We have been went through many things by hand in hand...
             Whatever problem which we meet up, we will solve it together. Vincent will try hard to figure out the problems when there is arguments happen between us~ Then discuss together.
               Vincent lets me feel safe sometimes, he will protect me and take care of me well when i m sick.
                  When i m sick, he will turn into a nurse. Ask me have the medicine on time, rest more~ and forcing me drink water.. ^^... feeling warm when i m sick~
                I hope we will be like Suzine and her boyfriend~ hope God bless us..
             AT last, i would like to wish Suzine.... Happy Ever After!! u've found your mr.right!!
                     Hope both of you will 白头偕老，永远都那么恩爱！！！！

The 3rd weeks ~ My bf went to singapore~

 He went to singapore on the last Saturday of February ,27/2/ 2010.
      I have starting to cry since the day before he left.. T.T
         Because i have to be alone again after his leaving.
                In the early morning of Saturday, We has woke up, and i sent him to the airport..
                  My heart starting feel missing~ like gonna let the thing i love away~ T.T
                    I accompany him to do all the procedure before get in to the aeroplane..
                      I starting to cry when he keeps on asking me to take care myself properly..
                        I don't want hear about this, cause this make me feel more lonely...
                          I have took a picture of him before he is going to leave...

                                      He is in the lift~~ T.T

                                        My puffy eyes after cried in the air-port.. T.T

                                                I m starting to miss him...

                                                    He get a call from his sister from singapore...

                                          The last picture which we took before his leaving..

Heading to my grandma's house~

wow.....a week before CNY.....
  On  the Saturday~ we have been Perlis...finding my lovely grandma...
         This time was the first time i depart from Penang to Kangar with my bf~
           1st time , he is going to meet my grandma and my aunt ...and cousins... b4 meet my parents...
             Because now not the suitable time for meeting them...

 

                He has bought "BAk Gua" for them

 

Yeah....heading to kangar~

 

Crabs...treated by Conie...my cousin

  

wow...very nice~ treated by chern long 's brother in law...

  

My cutie and lovely grandma

My good cousin..Conie

My bf has did a LOve shape cookies in my grandma's house... nice..

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Mushi ~ Mushi~?! Sushi~ Sushi!!?

 i was tired today~~
       i woke up at 12...i think~
            then, i start  to prepare those ingredients of sushi n misho soup....^^
                  Come..let's start do the susshi 1st... 1st, of course..is cooking the rice 1st..den put in vinegar...n tast it~  wow....yummy...the taste is good....
                      Sushi ....i did many times b4... but...cooking the misho soup is my first time....

                              Yeah...this is my sushi~~

 

my misho soup~ ^^

funny face~

He is trying on my misho soup~ ^^

                        

110110=KL Trip~~

 Why my title starting with numbers???
    What it means  about??!!
        A Binary number?! or what?!!
           It is a date that i went to KL with my dearest~ 11/01/10
             It was the first time for both of us went there personally...without any trip that organise with anyone.
           It was fun~
         Let's talk about the first day we reached~
          

      We reach around 1pm, when just get down from the bus, we met with his friends, Kai and seng which will join on this holiday trip with us~
  What a fate that we meet up without calling each other. After that, we went to mcD together..
What a hot temperature we went through before reach the mcD!!
After had our lunch, we wait for mr.Kelven Low..
He is on the way coming to KL from Alor Setar... We have been wait for him for around 5 hours at the mcD.
We are too boring at thr...so..we took some picture of our boring face~
 

   Around 6pm, finally...he reached~ Yeah~
   So, we preapare ourselves for walking to our hotel, Olympic Hotel~
     Sad, is the word which can express my feeling at this moment~
      There are rainning at outside..My godness.... We have to wait at there for the rain get light a bit.
       Finally, the rain get lighter, we took our bags walked to our hotel in the rainning circumstance~
     At night, we just went to "Ji cheong Kai " there, having our claypot rice and the seafoods~
the seafood was nice, cz it was treated by the late comers..kelven.. ^^. After that just walked through the night market and online at CC..
    Midnight, we starting gamble~
    This was the first time for me trying on poker~ Wow...it was fun~
This time, the rule for this game is for winner of each match, they have to drink teh tequilla~
Haha~ it is the first time that all the participants refuse to be winner in the gambling~
My boy firend and me were the most lucky two in this match~
We kept on winning nonstop...haha....We drank many of tequilla...
This also can show up that..in this new year, my luck is going to be ONG comapre to last year~ Quite happy to gamble with them..
   There are many 1 in the first day, the date mostly stands of num 1, the our luck was number 1, 1 time go trip with him, 1 time all the gambler refuse to be winner~~
     2nd day, we just went to shopping  for whole day. But at the morning section, we went to titiwangsa.
We did go to the Vistana hotel, to visit to the college of YTL. It was a good experience for us~

monorail-ing with him~

Shopping time~

on the way back~

  3rd day...we moved to seah li's house for staying~
   OMG~~ her house got dog~ i m scare of doggie...
It is belongs to Eric, friend of Kat.
The doggie named MOMO..

My boyfriend plays with her at first, she is very active ,playful , intelligent,and friendly.
After playing with her for a while, she really want follows us to shopping..so cute she is~ ^^
   At night, after  having dinner with Kat and Eric, we get back home... They starting reduce my scareness with doggie~After i starting pay with her, i feel i like her...
Now, i really miss the MOMO..she is very cute~~
 and eventually..really need to say thank you to eric..because he helps us cut hair~~
       In a nut of shell, the trip is fun and memorable... Fate made me know ah seng and jasphine~

Thrusday night~is my happy night~

  "DELIGHT"....is the feel to express my feeling tonight~
      Eventually..i have got the whole set of picture of myself!!
          Yahoo!!!!
             Emm...for my opinon...i think the two photographers had done the job nicely..
               I m quite satisfy  with it!
                Two of them are new photographers, but they are willing to learn and they are creative in taking  
                   the pictures in difference feels and angles..
                     THis is a quite new feel they create....

I quite satisfy on this result~~ ^^

Emm...still have others of it i love...

but unluckily..i m locate at a cc ...

So, hopefully i can select the pictures i love the most and upload in my blog..

^^

                  

~What A Fun Saturday i had~

2th of JAN..
I went to sing K in redbox  with my colleagues n bosses .
It was a wonderful moment that spent with them.
At here, i would like say something sincerely to my boss, MR.Gavin. Thanks for the nice treats~

Enjoy the nice moment~

At night..my god~

I have been went through a horrible journey in my life with the one i love~~

tonight, i was asking him to took me to the hill of INTI college there to see the night view from there.

But, We  have been lost in a big jungle.

My GOd~, the road is terrible..

At 1st, we have been through a long , up and down 's hill road.

After pass through the long long hill's road, we came to a small town.

Pass through the town, we following the sign board for going to Bayan Lepas.

Start from this part, we have came into a terrible journey~

Follow by the sign board, we turned into left hand side.

From the place we lost to Bayan Lepas,  still have 12km to go...my god...very sweating.v feel~

The road is very very narrow, just allow 1 car to pass by...

and we surrounded by a huge jungle and dark situation.

This just make us feel we just like get in a haunted place.

I  am very scare, and he is very nervous, both of us is quite sweating~

Our feeling just like ridding on a roller coaster, we can't forecast how the road on the next step, what will it be...

I was thinking at there,  this time i gonna die in this accident, and our car will going to fly down from the hill..

My god~just one word i can mention...HORRIBLE~

the feel of get in a dark and narrow road, the road keep on turn in right and left, up and down

The feeling was torturing when came into a road that can't see the end of it , and the situation that we don't know it well..

But ...Thanks GOD~

Luckily, We have been went through the long journey.

The road we have been through tonight will be the road we will go through together in the future..

An unknown, full of adventure and challenging road~

Now, we have done our first step to try on it physically..

Hope we will success to finish our journey in the future together~

I would like be with you, i would like hold your big arms and lying on your shoulder until we are old.

2010..New Year with a new Hope~

1st of JAN 2010
Yeah~ Happy New Year!!
Today, my bf suddently came back..
He did the 2nd surprise for me..
i really gt a big shock on it~
Because...i miss him very much~
In this New Year, ihave a new hope..
Hope everything beside me going to be smooth in my life....
I hope my bf will gt a nice and good job. And hope my family members and friends always in a good heath..
Eventually..Hope everyone can be lucky on whatever they plan on it~
Happy New Year n Good Luck Always~

31th of DEc 2009..Woo..Hoo... The last day of 2009..Goodbye!!

31th..was the last day of 2009
and it was the last day for me being the Glam it brand ambassadors...
It was fun~
i met many of artists in real~
I did enjoy the great moments with others ambassadors..
The bosses of GFW is really nice..they are really friendly and a good listener.
They are patient in teaching us to be an ambassadors since the 1st day..
Really happy that they would  give me such golden opportunity for being their ambassador.
I really appreciate for being with them.
From this event, i did learn more compare to others event.

Mr.Gavin and us..

Meet ManHand

I'm from GFW

Doing my On business on Making Kuih Bangkit

On 28th of dec n 30th of dec
28th was the 1st time i did Kuih Bangkit with Yi Xian...
Unluckily we fail...The Kuih can't achieve the crispy that we expect for.
But luckily, we have come out with a new favour~
That is the favor of  Gula Melaka..
We have 3 favours of it..they are original, Coffee n Gula Melaka...
30Th , Yeah~
We successful achieve the taste n standard we expect for..
We have pack it into sample..
Prepare for giving out ..
If interest, please contact me for buying the kuih..
very exhausted on doing the kuih~

the 3rd day of Giving out ticket

27th of Dec was the last day giving out the tickets...
This time the location was at Gurney Drive..It is quite easy for us to giving the tickets..